Seeds of Doubt

Has everything that's happened in the past month just been something I need to just brush off so I can keep doing what I was doing?

I spoke with a friend tonight who has me questioning everything I've put myself through this past month. 

Do I need to stay home and continue going to school? I don't see any benefit in doing that as far as my future goes. But is that the point?

Getting a job in a field I'm already qualified in is very doable, but is that being selfish and just a way for me to continue trying to push my own will?

I'm seriously frustrated.

I want to do God's will, but I don't know what that is!!!!

Am I acting too quickly, based solely off of the emotional roller coaster I've been through this past month? 

I refuse to "what if"my situation. This is where I'm at right now, and what's done is done. But where do I go from here, or do I go anywhere?

Just when I felt like I had something, I'm back to square one.

Please God, give me a hint, or something, please!