Is my life the perfect picture of what society thinks a 25 year old college graduate should be doing? Heck no! and I am totally fine with that.
I need this time right now, away from relationships and those things I thought I needed only a few years ago but managed to distort and take for granted.
Should I be blessed to meet a wonderful woman someday then this time will make me appreciate that time all the more. If not, then this time will be a reminder that I can handle anything, with God's help.
I don't know yet what my path will be... single, married, the priesthood or brotherhood... only God knows.
I am not seeking a relationship at all... only a deeper one with Christ. I am also not looking for any distractions and trying to avoid them as much as I can.
Am I doing a great job with any of this? Yes and no.
It is easy to not seek a relationship, but staying away from distractions of all kinds in another matter.
All I know now is I need this next few months, maybe even a year, to grow closer to God, and at this moment, I am my own biggest barrier to get over.
Pax
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